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going to do another blog thing, because mine is getting bland.

day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days

get a proper job, graduate, possibly move out, join a different gym, if i move out - get a pet, go on another holiday or two.

basically, begin the rest of my life :)

edit:

don't wanna do this anymore because:
day 63: your views upon gay marriage
is fkn stupid.

why is it even there? gay marriage affects NO ONE except the 2 people getting married, so asking someone for their opinion on it is of absolutely no value to anyone else. yeah okay, it's good to know that people support it, but at which point was it decided that it was a topic of discourse and not just a given?

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30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month

only 12 days into october lol, but over the last 30 days, a lot has happened :)

got my barcode
parents went on holiday
ness blossomed into a woman
i got a 3ds, trolololol.
i STILL haven't finished dorian gray, excuse my inability to find free time to sit down and read a book, but dota is too exciting!

next month:

stereo, exams, dynasty.
exams = last semester forever..assuming i pass ACA, fts.

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27. Talk about your siblings

http://saygoe.blogspot.com/2010/09/d4.html

Hm.

A year later:

大T: you really have changed a lot in the last year. you can run a business without the help of mum/dad and who knows what's coming your way for the future after this. your girlfriends also seem to get younger and younger.

中T: you are more independent, but now you have to learn to be more social. you're starting year 12 soon and after that you're going to experience a whole new life, especially with uni clubs. after all, you helped out a little bit with tic tic 2 so who knows what's in stall

小T: you're still spoilt. as we speak you're in the U.S. with mum/dad and i bet all you can think about is going home to play mine-craft!

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21. Something you can’t seem to get over

i went to singapore to see a mayday concert and when i came back i got a BF :)

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20. The last argument you had

probably with merv, but i don't even consider them arguments, just talking lol, but about things other couples would argue about.
so maybe my last argument was in fact with my parents. who knows

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19. Something that never fails to make you feel better

dumplings
+ frozen yoghurt
+ hazelnut chocolate
+ thuy pham cos she's a clown

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18. Disrespecting parents

my family is pretty close so if i want to say something to them i usually can (though i hardly ever do want to say anything).

the only time i'm really "disrespecting" my mum is when she says stuff about mervyn and i just say 'yeah yeah ok, whatever'

only time i seem to be disrespecting dad is when i treat him as a senile person, which is quite often, but i still have a lot of respect for him :)

otherwise, the shit u see on american tv shows with kids hitting parents and shit like that, that's just plain stupid lol. does not happen to asians D:

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17. Things that make you scared

• losing someone valuable. i don't think this needs to be explained and i believe that we're all afraid of this one way or another
• falling [it's a fear of falling not a fear of heights!]. everytime a plane lifts off i try to fall asleep before that so i don't have to feel scared. and i hate crossing foot bridges!
• vagina. ew?
• being forgotten. i feel like i have to leave footprints, in people's memories or in places. because some day i won't be here, so at least i can be kept somewhere intangible

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16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality

1. Merv says i'm cute and the older i get, the harder it is to be cute. considering i'm too old to function, i guess it means i'm lucky if i can remain this way for so long

2. this question actually sucks because to be proud about something of yourself just shows how pretentious you are.

3.

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15. The best thing to happen to you this week

Went to see Mayday 3DNA with merlini, ness, nj, emma and meng!

it was awesome! watching them perform in 3D!
the storylines were hell touching/sad, wanted to cry each time, but then it cuts to a mayday song so you're like 'phew, no tears'

had a huge lump in my throat in the end scene D:

soundtrack is good too!

i also had madzoon today, so that makes me happy!

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14. Something disgusting you do

S: "what's something disgusting i do?"
M: "Fart."
S: "but everyone farts?!"
M: "Farting on your boyfriend."

=[

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13. A date you would love to go on

to the beach where we will eat cold rock icecream and just sit there watching the waves and eating cold rock icecream while eating cold rock icecream.

yum cold rock ice cream!

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12. Things you want to say to an ex

Hi, i hope you're doing okay.

Nothing much else to say really, it was in year 10 and i was pretty young back then.

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11. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

Almost 16 months :D, it hasn't felt like it though.

We met at metros (which is sad/lame, because it destroys any possibility of a romantic tale) and he asked me out pretty quickly (about 2 weeks)
We settled down pretty fast, we see each other almost everyday. At some point we lived together almost everyday.
I guess it's a good sign that we can tolerate each other 24/7 :)

We don't really disagree much, he's pretty much my best friend as much as he is my boyfriend. We don't go on dates and such because it just feels like we're hanging out instead. We play DotA, watch movies, gym, eat out together. But we also do the same with our friends too. There's not really one thing that we do 1-on-1 except sleeping or showering.

Alphonso: You don't step in to love, you fall in. Head over heels. Have you ever seen someone fall head over heels in love? It's ugly, bro. Toxic, septic.
Reed Bennett: How did you and your wife get it so right?
Alphonso: Easy, I married my best friend!
Reed Bennett: I thought I was your best friend.

:)

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10. Your views on drugs and alcohol

other illicit/life-ruining drugs are bad.

i even think tobacco is worse than marijuana because of the addictiveness of nicotine and the legality of it.
of course if marijuana was illegal, it would be abused the same way that tobacco and alcohol are, but if 1/3 of those were to be banned, i would say alcohol should be

it causes so many problems.

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9. Your last kiss

merv kept kissing me on the cheek! it tickles :$

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8. Something you’re currently worrying about

um, i have a midsem in 6 days. SIGH!

i want to bake bread! yakitate japan!

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7. Your opinion on cheating on people

everyone has the same opinion? haven't actually seen someone write:

"hey, cheating is fine, i don't understand why people whinge about it".

stupid.

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6. The person you like and why you like them

i like mervyn because he's good at dota

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5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite/same sex

So...5 things that irritate me about EVERYONE, because all genders should be goddamn equal cos i treat them the same - minus the physical attraction thing.

1. People that know when you want to be serious and pass it off as a joke. I believe it's quite rude when someone's trying to say something and they're just like "meh-meh-meh-meh-meh" - it doesn't even have to be me trying to say something, just passing something off with a "whatever" attitude is not granting anyone the chance to speak and it just shows how little respect you deserve when you are also trying to speak.

This includes being bad at DotA and not taking it seriously that you are bad because you ruin the game for 4 (or 9) other people who want to enjoy it. If you don't want to play properly then go play with your cock because at least you can only disappoint yourself.

2. SMOKING. Bad habit, more harmful to passive smokers, unattractive and the smell of the smoke gives me headaches. I hate it even more when people spray perfume after they smoke to cover up the smell because they use excess amounts and it gives me an even bigger headache. If you don't want to smell like smoke here's a good idea: don't smoke.

3. Stubbornness. To change yourself for something can either be good or bad - based on judgement. But if you are just bad and you refuse to change your ways then you don't deserve the respect you demand for being a douche. If you lack punctuality, make an effort to be quicker. If you want to look better, don't just sit there complaining and eating and then bitching to everyone who doesn't care about it, then eat to live, not live to eat. If you. YOU are being stubborn because you have every reason to change but refuse to. If you actually stop to listen to advice that people have to give and stop believing that the world is somewhat against you, you may learn a few things and hopefully change the things about yourself that equate you to a rectal cleanser

4. Users. Okay so if you're only going to talk to me if you want something from me then you can do the world a favour and play permanent-hide-and-seek because no one will want to find you anyway. BITCH, who do you think you are? It's also just as bad if you're sucking up to people just to milk them for favours. Not only is it obvious to everyone else, it's funnier when you're helpless without them. Call me a bitch for bathing in your inadequacies as a person, but it's called friendship because you're meant to be friends, you know, mutual affection.

And it's worse when you milk someone more than America milks 9/11 because you know they like you. Not only is it cruel, but it shows that you don't even remotely deserve that person who is willing to forgo something for you.

5. Dumb people. Okay this may sound fairly elitist, but I mean people that just can't think properly. People who can't just stand there, analyse a situation and think to themselves "I need to stop talking because not only is my input not needed, it's also incorrect". People who just have some warped perception of themselves and think that what they say is brutally and honestly, correct. For one, you should never work in the accounting department of a firm because you'll probably just disobey the requirements to be RELEVANT and RELIABLE. I don't want to put any exact examples in because then I'll move away from the point that I hate the fact that certain people are so dumb that even if you fed them a food called "sense", it wouldn't digest.


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I hate people!