Bitch

i hate the world today
you're so good to me
i know but i can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe i'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
yesterday i cried
you must have been relieved to see the softer side
i can understand how you'd be so confused
i don't envy you
i'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

:)

Heartbeat

i don't need ecstasy when i got u

you probably make my heart beat faster.

shazam!

Candle

there is not enough darkness in all the world to put out the light of even one small candle

think about it.

Stability

funny how stability and happiness are often mutually exclusive/conflicting.

Hero

we bought band hero today

i have blisters
+ i also have poor eye to hand/foot coordination

probably why i'm bad at anything

Kat

K: eeps failing accounting
A: nd statistics
T: hey call her the "boost juice kat"

N: ever goes to uni
G: oes to hang around instead
U: sed to drive her home but not anymore!
Y: ou dress like a hussy at work
E: ats chocolate
N: eighbour!

Sarah

S: tupid bitch
A: SIA fresher
R: eally good at making birthday cards
A: sks to be invited to parties but doesn't come
H: as a rabbit fetish

K: itchen is where she belongs
W: atermelon seeds are a no-no
A: lso needs to blog more

there u go skwa :)!

Trouble

i guess we're more alike than i thought we were,
at least it helps with the empathy.

glee episode 20. so epic, been watching the lady gaga routine all night.

happy 21st JK!

Josh

unlike everyone else, this young fella asked me to blog about him on my 1001st post! :)
so i'm going to make an acrostic poem :):)

J: olly little boy!
O: wns a pancake shop
S: cience library king
H: as a girlfriend named Renae (L)
I: s never invited to parties
E: yelashes are really long

S: urname is very cool !
I: always see your car parked at botany
N: ever going to return my shorts

(L)!

千

So..this is my 1000th blog post - after about 3 years of blogging.
what do i write about? I really don't know.
everyone wants me to write about them :P

hi everyone, i love you all, thanks for reading my blog.
i talk about it as though it's a separate entity, but really it's just what's in my head everyday for basically the last 3 years (though there are periods where i haven't posted).

in that sense, if i say that my blogging has changed: style, content etc. then i guess it sort of means
that maybe i have changed as well. 3 years doesn't seem very long, but looking back,
a lot has changed: me, everyone, everything.
and during this time i've talked about everything:
love, hate, dota, wow, music, mayday, uni, holidays, people, places, accounting, work, parties, life, death, me, you, them.

but really, does it mean much to document so much of my life?
i suppose i may look back and one day read a post and wonder about the small and little things that have happened.
maybe then can i only judge how valuable these memories are.
最重要的小事.

thanks everyone, now i can move onto post 1,001

Cheat

the cruelest lies are often told in silence

cheating is wrong,
maybe because it disobeys 7 8 of Mary Guy's 10 core values:

• caring
• honesty
• accountability
• promise keeping
• pursuit of excellence
• loyalty
• fairness
• integrity
• respect for others
• responsible citizenship

these ethics in accounting lessons teach me well

Chances

if you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything.

Awesome

the difference between good and great
is the same as the difference between love and hate.

in that sense, it was a great night (Y)!

happy birthday parties to my lovelies: Stacey, Justin & John

Flaw

Mankind's greatest flaw is his lack of understanding;
what he does not understand, he fears.

All life fears death from birth. Life fears death, but lives only to die. It starts with anxiety. Anxiety becomes fear. Fear leads to anger... anger leads to hatred... hatred leads to suffering... The only cure for this fear is total destruction. ...Now, the theory is undeniable. Kuja's action proves it. All things live to perish.

-Necron

Meow

meowmeow!

"Relationships are delicate. Both people have to be on the same page. Both people have to be at the same point in their lives, wanting the same things. Can't have any doubts or reservations. Do something too early, and you can taint it. Jump in too quick, you can screw things up. Wait too long, it may be too late. There are so many other variables besides who the person is..you have to consider who they are now, who they will be in the future, if you have the potential as a couple to grow together..are you on the same page and will you continue to be?"

-LeLove

520

5201314 !

Easy

Yeah

nothing's easy.

so don't wish it were easier, wish you were better.

Hypothetic

if u really want to get into the hypotheticals;

if u weren't such a jerk, then i would love you a lot more.

Parallel

"You know what I am? I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it."

The Joker

Truth

the difference between the truth and a lie is that people are willing to believe a lie

Pressure

choosing between the lesser of two evils.

similarly,

choosing between the greater of two advantages.

Move

What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?

Ragione

there may always be a reason for everything
but there doesn't always need to be a reason for something.

i don't love you because of this or that,
i just love you because i do.

similarly,

i don't love you less because of this or that,
i just don't love you anymore.

Moderation

when is it ever advised to not take something in moderation?

everything gives u cancer these days.

except mad cow disease.

Desidera

do you wanna know why we never get what we want?

cos we all want something different.

yeah okay, but alternate realities only exist in alternate realities.
u can't change now.

and that's why something's gotta give;
something or someone gives up something or someone they want so that something or someone can get the something or someone they want.
it all depends on who's willing to give in, give up, give out or give back.

so what happens when we want the same thing?

we still don't get what we want.
because there's not enough to go around.

so that brings me to the next point,
what do YOU want?

Shoes

if only there were enough shoes to go around,

sometimes it's treated in such a way as yes, no, gross, maybe, should i? shouldn't i? maybe not, unlikely, ew, i love him, i hate him, she treats me well, he understands me, we don't get along, it's not gonna happen, i don't like him, i like him too much, i want to be with her, i need her, she needs me, we need each other, he completes me, i complete her, we're good together, we're just friends, i think i love him.

what we forget is that we're playing with fragile glass,

someone's heart.

this is why they invented karma i guess, because there really aren't enough shoes to go around.

Kenny/Me

Kenny tran completes me

Mother

it may have taken me 21 years,
but at least now i'm pretty sure
that i am my mother's son.

happy mother's day.

p.s. the FMA episode, Mother, made me cry.
and the bit in 7 pounds, with the mother, also made me cry.
i hope mayday don't sing about their mothers, cos then i'll cry again.

Cloud

:)

let the sky explain what blue is,
let the clouds describe what white is.

:)

forever's gonna start tonight.

Acrostic

R: eally bad muslim
E: ats almost everything (see above)
N: eeds to exercise (see above)
A: lso drinks too much (see top)
T: akes ____s (see top)
A: lso thinks I'm useless :(

温柔

还没决定往哪走　
才所以不能答应你陪我　
怕你会变成我

～ S.H.E - 谢谢你的温柔

Bait

Same shit different smell

on another note,

did u know that there is no nobel prize for mathematics?

most rumours have to do with mr. nobel and his wife cheating on him, but he wasn't even married.
it is simply because it was not an area that interested him (as opposed to: chemistry, literature, physics, peace, medicine, physiology & economics).

end of story! lol

Dire

now that i wrote it, i realised dire is the same as dire.
i meant dire as in, the italian word!
not like.. extremely serious!
it means..to say or to tell.

so,

tell me something:


please :)!

Sun

it had to have meant something, right?

五

5/5/10 is today's date, which means it's the fifth day of MAY! it's another MAYDAY!

winsome is so cool

angel better not dog us again!

edit:
angel didn't end up dogging us :)
and i spent dinner with her and SBP (annie), it was great ! :)

and big thank you to little alvin today for helping me with math <3

Essere

Why is lemon juice mostly artificial ingredients but dishwashing liquid contains real lemons?

DHP

Mayday came today

it's also the third day of may.

happy anniversary mum+dad!

Nothing

what is the absence of colour?

black or white?

Tread

u may not have limits,
but everyone else does.

so watch where you tread; or
i will stomp on you.

五月

today is the first day of may!

the bottom 2 are a clash. every time i've done an MA unit it has clashed =\