Wonder

Lol 6am i can't sleep~
Sometimes I wonder if you still (or even) care(d)
I slept too early, now I woke up too early :(
I mean, if u did, like you say you do, you really wouldn't put me through this
Was meant to run slabs (or another instance) tonight, but i think NJ was too tired as well lol
.that void is still growing
We both nearly fell asleep during the mana tombs run =[.
i don't think you know how much and what it's doing.
and for some reason, plate/mail keeps dropping.
...or maybe it's just me
Never seemed to drop when I NEEDED IT :(.
oh well. I got my epic hammer :D
thanks to B-DAWG LAM :)
..farewell..
now i shall try to go back to sleep :(

Anger

Yeah, I thought about it.
I can't be angry at anyone (maybe george or my sister) except myself


Angry at myself for putting myself through all of this.
Angry at myself for believing all those *****
Angry at myself for everything

Metros was goooooood last night, the main part i remember is:
-Everyone being there (DIANA!)
-Had my first ever B151 shot with Eileeennnnnnnnn
-Subsequent to that shot, we spent a while undressing everyone we could find. We even lost count :O

Lie

Lol, people interpret this word in so many ways, but here's a simple one:

lie /laɪ/
noun, verb, lied, ly·ing.
–noun
1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood.

lol. so in order for a statement to be a lie, it has to be INTENTIONAL + stuff.
so like, one thing that i question is what happens if it's like one of those joking statements, where you are intending on deceiving, but you know it's nothing serious and you also INTEND for the person to find out that u are obviously JOKING, is there a word for that, that isn't "lie", since that word has awful connotations :S.

-needs to stop blogging in the early morning-
i think everyone is going to metros tonight

8

I got tagged by Yuvina~ apparently I'm also supposed to tag 8 others, which i won't, so feel free to do it :)

#1. If your best friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- like what Yuvina said, they wouldn't betray me, or i'd like to hope not :(. I don't think i'd be able to react very well :S

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- win the lotto durh :P

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
- in your heart

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- nope. i've already discussed with someone :)

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- ME. BUT IN ME FORM. GAHHAAH

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- i don't know. you can't put a time factor into this :S

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- attached to what?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- WARSONG IS DOWN FFS. WE WERE HALFWAY THROUGH A BATTLEGROUND. on top of other things.

#10. What do you want most in life?
- love+be loved.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
- i feel special :$:$ I LOVE YUVINA :D

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- dead, no family. (for obvious reasons)

#13. Who holds the most importance in your entire life?
- my mummy+daddy, because they CARE a lot :D

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- She's down -to- earth, so fun to be around with and i miss her dearly

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- single and rich. i don't want to be married lol.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
-an Abra/Kadabra!

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
- express myself

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
-BITCHY! I'm plastic :D

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
- when everyone isn't feeling right because life is being it's usual bastardous self

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
- ...sigh, very good question, i can't answer it :S

290

Holy crap, this is my 290th blog post.
I didn't realise i ranted so much.

Anyway, today, the 26th of June, 2008, has been dedicated to Nai-Jiao, who has the worst of luck. :)

Woken up by a parking fine,
Day/lunch ruined by a broken car,
and I had to leave for "work" before I could observe his day getting worse.

So yes, "work" today consisted of sitting on a couch (yeah we have a couch in the backroom) with my sister and watching CJ7 on her portable DVD + then when she went home, i just watched mean girls. YAY. WORK = FUN ^_^

anyways, i think tonight is more LAN :)

Bankai#2

Still in Bankai..

Bankai

I got this strange thing that's wrong with me..

When I get minimal sleep, my body functions completely well, I feel fine, no tiredness or anything.

But when I get like a really long sleep, when I wake up I get headaches and stuff lol, it's so strange.

Which leads me to mentioning.. I slept at like 4am last night and woke up early because I had to drive my sisters to school (:@), so in practicality, that's like 3-4 hours sleep?
I feel fine, I even went into work today because Mum was feeling unwell so I filled in for her.

But on Saturday[night]-Sunday[morning] I took some sleeping stuff so I ended up sleeping from 2 til 2. It felt good, but I woke up with a big headache :O. Strange :~~

It's like how normally, a Shinigami is generally "weak", but once they hit a certain point (resolve), they go all "Bankai" and just go spack and full of MENERGY!

+ grats to most of us who have finished exams:

LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL!

and to quote from last year:
"YOU DON'T STAND A GHOST OF A CHANCE" (omg, it's been like a year now LFGF/WFC. much love (L)(L))

Math

Exam was today,
yes it was my favourite unit.
and yes, the exam was friggen heard compared to previous years.
Hope i did well xD.

Anyway, today was been quite eventful :) cbf recap lol.
Starting to level Sayman now, alongside Naiger
Lol @ how our 70s are called Saygoe and Naijiao and our alts are now Sayman and Naiger!
V. CREATIVE :)

Maths

YES! The exam for my favourite unit is tomorrow xD (MATH1040)

Tonight, PJ also cooked dinner consisting of:
-Steak
-Mushroom Risotto
-Choc Brownies :)
-Other stuff :):)

and NOW, i'm VERY FULL~

i've also mastered the art of belt removal (thanks to meng-han being my subject)

SO, i shall now sign off :):)

-SAGO!-

Human

HBIO Exam Tomorrow.

I was like, yay reading Eileen's notes on my bed.

I read like 1/10th of a page and now I just woke up from a 2 hour nap.

Feels good~ But not as good as failing the exam! lol.

Back to "study", stupid primates..

Edit: MY FEET HURT. i think they might may have blister(s). not playing DDR with no shoes again..

The denial of my beliefs and thoughts is the denial of my existence.

Warm

I got a warm fuzzy :$:$:$

2 in one day! and it's only 2:30 am!

fiery says:
lol
quite well is an understatement
Sago: roflc4r says:
really?
fiery says:
i look at u guys and im like jealous
Sago: roflc4r says:
:/
fiery says:
u guys are like... this sounds so ridiculously cliched but
pieces of a jigsaw puzzle

:)

Resonance

2 Souls:

~Meister & Weapon

SOUL RESONANCE!


..Beautiful :)

Also:
Most awesome pair of souls:



..and I don't know about you but that's just how I see it =)

Massage

I have spent my day massaging people! :|
Mainly Eileen but yeah, since Justin-sexy-legs drove me home today, I gave him a massage during the whole trip :)

Today is also my dad's 50th birthday ~ Fun Fun, he hit the half-century mark :O.
I also found out today that he's younger than most dads with children my age :\

I lose the war against finance :(

And here is something very beautiful:



to Me~ from Meng
^_^

Regret

Gotta love this song, it's from D.Gray-Man OST
Not that I actively watch that anime (maybe occasionally at simon's)
Anyways I got this song from John and it's keeping me sane from all this MFL
(YES IT'S 7:17 AM AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT YET)

Mado no soto no keshiki utsuri kawatte
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tameni
Doushite ano toki kidzukenakatta
Anata no sugata ga mie nakunaru mae ni
Tatta no tatta hitokoto “Ikanaide” ga ienakatta

The scenery outside the window changes
Even the season is leaving me behind
I was closer to you than anyone because of my insecurity
Why didn’t I realize it at that time?
Your figure slipped out of my sight before me
I didn’t say the only, single thing I wanted to – “Don’t leave me”

“Anata ga shiawase nara sore de ii” nante zettai ni ienai
Nejimagatta konna kokoro ga
Doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi wa kirai

I can never say “If you’re happy, then it’s alright”
A twisted, crooked heart like this
I hate it so much that I don’t know what to do

Tanjoubi ni moratta ‘initial ring’
Omoi dase ba tsurai dake na no ni
Ima sara wakatta no wa omou ijou ni
“Anata wo hitsuyou doushiteta koto?”

The ‘initial ring’ I received on my birthday
It’s only painful if I remember it
What I knew at this late hour is that this is all I’m thinking about:
”Why is it that I needed you?”

Futari de kidzuita chikasa e kowasu youni
Kokoro to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajikenai “Sayonara”

The two of us noticed the break approaching our closeness
Unlike what the heart said, the words were dull - “Goodbye”

Anata ga sugoku koukai suru
Sonna hi ga kuru koto no sonderu ijiwaru te
Minikui kokoro ga
kinou youni wo motto atashi wa kirai

You regret it greatly
The hurting, unkind hand of when such a day comes
This ugly soul, like yesterday, I hate it even more

Very

Good!

I have a new goal! To be as good as that guy @ timezone today,

if i'm correct, his name is Ian :O

3 happy tree friends down :D

Snow

"The Eskimo has fifty-two names for snow because it is important to them; there ought to be as many for love. "

-Margaret Atwood

gah, I just realised my finance exam is on monday; meaning that I have to to complete ALL my MFL by then! better get started T_T

quite a nifty way of revision I must say :P


it's usually up to "target A", and in this case, I guess target A thinks that somebody doesn't care.
-sago~

Pens

Don't really understand how i managed to drop all those pens during my practical exam without knowing it =\

Apparently our BA team is going to get owned, i want to watch!

Angel

Pardon me for posting twice in a day; but I loveeeeeeee MAYDAY ^^

This is the chorus for their song Tian Shi

像孩子依赖著肩膀　

像眼泪依赖著脸庞

你就像天使一样　

给我依赖　给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮　

像海豚依赖海洋

你是天使　你是天使

你是我最初和最后的天堂

Ocean

那一天手心里的爱 我放不开

等一个人多么孤单

我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱

我勇敢了起来

当你回来的时候

我一定要跟你说 别再走开

Icey

Crunchy Nutty.
SO GOOD <3

Burn

So hot that it burnt :O
and if i touch it i'll hurt myself (lawl).

+ M.E. was quite the awesome. we turned kuppa into a gaybar it seems O_O

"It's part of being perfect :P"

edit: whoo, beat my dad home by 5 minutes xD

Cold

Usually I don't get cold (don't ask why)

But tonight, I am cold :(

Maybe because I'm warm on the inside for once ? :D

Shrugs.

Tonight has been slightly interesting.

Good thing the power cut out.. thrice.

..i gotta get me some of that

Site#2

Re-post of the blog entry on the WFC website :)

Kwan has finished the site ^_^. grats to him xD, i hope all goes well with his assessment mark.

So anyway, the link can be found by clicking HERE

happy viewing ^^

:$

I'm so naughty :$

I have to study for human bio prac exam. EARGHH. on that note, i'm supposed to be at uni today because i have a chem lab.

+ i also missed maths + hbio AGAIN. sigh

i'm so bad =[
man eating. so good.

Reflection

My life is strange in more ways than I can imagine O_O







hates it!
(n.b. first line and last line are not related)