Memories

was emptying out my room today,
clearing boxes of belongings because apparently, i'm a hoarder =[
managed to clear my top shelf..still need to empty all the boxes under my bed XD.

just going through so much stuff reminded me of so many different things of the past:

• the dota contract that jack, john, jess and tobz had to sign
• taiwan receipts, mayday/stay real things
• ps, psp, ps2, ds games
• asian music CDs - does anyone know BabyVOX? :)
• highschool stuff: graduation CD, ball photos, chemical brothers
• dota v6.41 changelog with my name in it :D
• random MSU papers, i have the rivercruise 2009 guest list :D i see mervyn yeo!
• notes from uni; a lot of AMF scribbles and random math1040 notes, and
• a note from kat, taken from her blog. apparently i make her smile like the clouds do :)

Chance

and this is a perfect example of why you should always give someone a chance.

because eventually one day you will be hoping that

someone else gave you the chance that you should have given them.

Day 1

1. Weird things you do when you are alone

• pluck hair
• masturbate
• 9gag.com
• blog

Challenge

New challenge :D i never get bored of these haha.

Day 10

Day 10. Post anything you want

i'm trying to be more aesthetically pleasing,
i hope i'm progressing.

Day 9

Day 6, 7 & 8 are pretty boring so i'm going straight to...

Day 9. If you really knew me you know that (finish sentence)

• i don't like ice
• 我不是台湾人
• i don't usually have sago in my bubble tea
• i got up to Rival in WoW arena :D
• i helped make DotA
• i like squeezing blackheads
• i have enough iPods to support a family
  
• i have a scar on my left hand between my thumb and index finger from making a costume for Shakespeare Day in highschool
• i have a cool friend named Josh who gave me lots of ideas for this list but none made it
  

Day 5

Day 5. Write 5 things you want to say to 5 different people.

♀: we've stuck with each other for a while now. which is pretty cool considering others have come and gone. you're one of the only people that can see through me too
♂: you're a huge cunt. stop throwing clothes on me ffs i'm trying to sleep
♀&♀: you both still have a lot of growing up to do. and i don't mean that in a bad way
♂: something's happened to you. i want you back.

Day 4

Day 4. Your favorite quote

If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything.

- Win Borden

I did this questionnaire in 2008 when i was a little emo. i want to see how my answers are different now.

#1. If your best friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

well marcus tried to seduce mervyn and sat on his lap and spooned him and stuff once. that didn't end too well.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

lemon fizz.

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

2 weeks ago, so i could tell merv to start his assignment sooner

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

sort of. it's been almost a year. :)

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

ME. BUT IN ME FORM. GAHHAAH. <- has not changed.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved. because i've only ever been loved by one person - and it's felt a lot better than all the other times where i've loved other people. put together.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

it's the moments not the minutes.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

um. it's never usually a secret if i like anyone, anyway.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

my assignments, merv's assignments, guilt from eating unhealthy food, working in a shitty job with shitty pay

#10. What do you want most in life?

6 boyfriends on my stomach

#11. Is being tagged fun?

meh.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

dancing in the back of a rebecca black video

#13. Who holds the most importance in your entire life?

rebecca black

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

she's making too much money in melbourne for a big4 company now.

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

lol single and rich, because money can buy love in dumpling form.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?

an ODDISH!

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?

cardio

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?

bitter

#19. What do you define as a bad day?

lethargy+deadlines.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?

loveship! because i'm such a slut

Spell

i think i've broken free from the spell.

Day 3

Day 3. Your pet peeves

• when merv plays with his hair, constantly.
• bad english. it's okay to not capitalise and not use a full stop. but when your syntax and grammar is off the hook, there's something terribly wrong with that thing between your ears.
• waiting for people (mervyn).
• leavers in dota
• ongoing changes to AASB/IASB

Day 2

Day 2. Your likes and dislikes

Likes:

• dumplings
• baking
• sewing
• drinking
• dota
• mayday

Dislikes:

• smoking
• waiting/being late
• bogans
• driving
• narrowmindedness
• ignorance

Sick

why do i care so much?
you can't say it's because i'm a brotherly best friend.
because brotherly best friends don't want to come over
and be there to make sure u are okay.

this isn't right.

世界末日

Someone

nevermind, i'll find someone like you.
i wish nothing but the best for you too.
don't forget me, i beg
i remember you said:

"sometimes it lasts in love,
sometimes it hurts instead."

Rapture

so like, rapture is tomorrow.
but that doesn't matter anyway,

cos u've already left.

Day 1

starting a new challenge cos im sick of blogging about feelings and shit.

Day 1. Introduce yourself and 5 facts

i'm sago, or saygoe, but i prefer sago. some people get away with calling me daniel.

1. My favourite colour is green
2. My patronus is a whale
3. My favourite chocolate is hazelnut cadbury milk chocolate
4. I like to play support in dota (tree & wisp especially)
5. My favourite song is Friday by Rebecca Black

Chilliz

today we went to ate at chilliz karawarra.

turns out the lady there is like merv's family friend
and for some reason when he said 'i don't even know her name'
i couldn't stop laughing.

best story ever

Boombox

today was boombox,

started off the day eating at ness' restaurant in ascot - where all the stars were.
got to take fotos with them [will upload when CBB], introduced myself to sonia from jayesslee and she knows both spellings of my name [and even remembered it when i saw her again at boombox :D]

anyways, after that i just went back to merv's to sleep cos we were pretty tired.
but the others went to garbo to hang with the other stars, apparently it was pretty fun - nigahiga gave shaun a free boombox ticket!

and then, boombox itself was pretty fun, they are very good performers with a lot of talent. i think i have a fanboy crush on sonia now :$

i also got nigahiga to sign merv's cigarette case which i made for him out of an old ipod.

i'm such a sweet guy :)

Soma

"One cubic centimetre cures ten gloomy sentiments," said the Assistant Predestinator citing a piece of homely hypnopædic wisdom.

Aldous Huxley, Brave New World

Songbird

cause I feel that when I'm with you
it's alright, I know it's right.

Brave

as many layers as u have, i will strive to remove them.
because peeling an onion is not like unwrapping a gift,
for the present inside is more valuable than the shells you hide behind.

Day 15

day 15 - describe where you live

i have a double bed in my room with 2 desks with 2 computers with lots of posters and pictures on the wall and with a wardrobe.
i have 2 computers because merv stays over a lot so we dota together.
my house has 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms!
i also camp out at isaac's a lot because it's close to everything - i once woke up @ 10:15 to go to uni and i got there @ 10:45 [i showered too]

yay!

o yeah i live in perth, the most boring city in the world after vinh long, vietnam

Day 14

day 14 - what are you afraid of?

1. vaginas, they look creepy and smelly.
2. falling. it's not a fear of heights it's a fear of falling. i don't mind going to high places, but the thought of falling from a high place gives me chills, i hate the fact that the hand rail of bridges is on the edge where u can fall so easily =[
3. being hurt. though i'm afraid of getting hurt by people, i tend to give in a lot anyway because i'm just that hopeful and naive.
4. anger. i'm so scared of people being angry at me, i always get very anxious if i have a slight feeling that someone is upset at me

Day 13

day 13 - something that puts a smile on your face no matter what.

just being around people that i love. i love company and i tend to forgo anything to be able to spend my time. i've been punished for forgoing things and now i am more cautious but i still miss being able to just not worry about anything and sitting back and relaxing.

friends. alcohol. SMILE!

Day 12

I still need to finish the last 3 days of the other tumblr challenge i had started, so here goes:

day 12 - a famous person you've been compared to

no one.

unfortunately i'm either too unattractive or too off-centre to be compared to any celebrity. pity =[

Well

well at least i tried.
bye!

Why

because when i ran away,

u chased after me.

Photo 30

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

because i shouldn't get to the point where i miss someone -
if i miss someone i should make the effort to keep in touch

Photo 29

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

*shrugs*

Photo 28

 Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

or falling from high places..

Photo 27

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

me and tarah in dalat, vietnam :)

Photo 26

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

music. probably one of the only things i invest heavily in [in terms of headphones]

Photo 25

Day 25 - A picture of your day

gossiping with linda at work :)

Photo 24

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

my address. because i live so goddamn far from everything

Photo 23

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

because grandma is most importantest is it?

Photo 22

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

staying fit.

Photo 21

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

 because every moment in your life is a different lesson that you have learnt.

Photo 20

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

vorrei andare alla fontana di trevi~

Photo 19

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Dear you,

you have changed my life in many little ways,

at some point, I have fallen for you, thought about you,

cried over you, smiled at the thought of you and believed in you.

and i don't regret any of it,

because as Nicole once said:

'Never regret what made you smile, just learn from the tears that followed'

 from me.

Photo 18

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

or

but i guess those two are probably related...

Photo 17

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

sayang. <3

Photo 16

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

world's biggest fucking troll LOL.

she's trolling all those 'gaga's a hermaphrodite' people
all those 'she's an illuminati' people
all those 'she's a demon' people
all those 'she's an inspiration' people

- wait, what?

Stages

the 5 stages of grief:

1. denial
2. anger
3. bargain
4. depression
5. acceptance

Photo 15

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

i have never seen snow before. i want to.