Poison

maccas gives awesome people food poisoning

Ladder

was meant to upload a scanned comic i drew a la kaseng, but it's not working.

New

it wasn't entirely new to me,
i had just erased it so much,
that it felt like so.

Grip

something helen told me in the car the other day; (or similar to)

if they can't be bothered,
then why should you?

Perspective

one of the most beautiful photographs i've seen :)

Alone

you're never alone. just lonely (haha).

anyways this is my best attempt at drawing on some sub-optimal apple-paint program i downloaded

tyDi

is over-rated

really would prefer to sit somewhere and listen to geng year mix 2009.


imu? :(

so sad and onesided

40

game over.

i lost.

first i sigh

and then i moan!

merry xmas guys - especially to iiNet:

but it ain't over til it's over
but i won't be made a fool
'cause leaving me the way you did was just so unforgivable

ps. TUVAN FOR TRACK OF THE YEAR? WTF! NOT EVEN THAT EPIC OF A SONG!

Today

Your random word is: today

today is xmas eve!
also the eve of the last day of the 40-day challenge
and also the last day.

Avoid

i didn't start the car because
it meant that i could
spend more time with u

$:

Shatter

21 days
504 hours
30,240 minutes
1,814,400 seconds
the end of a tear drought.

what are 3 weeks?

Ride

i'm morbidly afraid of heights

Absence

the duration of your absence is indirectly proportional to my sanity

Insecurity

it's funny how alcohol is a good way of removing insecurities.









i talk to a lot of girls when i'm drunk.

Metros

i can't remember much but i think i got absolutely trashed last night

i love u all :x

p.s. sorry for kissing ur gf nj

Camera

i wish i carried a camera around to capture all the moments in my life.

but i guess this is why i blog.

i don't have much to remember you by

Sorry

is just a word.

doesn't mean much, really.

(i'm sorry, but ASOT 2009 Year mix is epic beyond belief..)

Pain

Your random word is: pain



coolest effing aeon with the coolest effing battle style.

on another note,

i'm in pain!

Distract

i've done and tried everything to distract myself.

shopping, ktv, dinner, anime, movies, more movies, more anime, more dinners.

i can't even figure out what i did before all this.

life is kinda hard without you i guess,
but no-one ever said it was easy.

i bet you're just fine, though.

thanks to kat for surprising me with chocolates and other things today :).
<3

Major

"you shouldn't keep running away,
you have to step forward or nothing will change.
you'll discover the importance of going forward once you have taken the first step."

misato katsuragi

Special

everyone thinks they're special in their own little way.

you're special all right -

in the head.

Shinji

check out how short his shorts are!!

anyways, big thank you to my wonderful friends especially meng, stacey and kat :)

retail therapy actually works :o

Way

way to go sago

Images

not even hazelnut chocolate tastes good right now

Confidence

in statistics we learn that the parameter would should be within the 95% confidence interval.

which is pretty much like 100%.

but i forgot about the other 5%, which was where the parameter was this time

Argh

adjasda;daskjdlnf
b'kjlksdfj;lkSJDF
sdas;ldka
;sldk
;ASKDAL:KSD
ALA:dka
da;da
;sldk
ADLADKA;KLQJjlsa
d
kqweq;lwenq;wleq;lweas.dmasd

yes the above means something. shouting whoever can decipher it lunch

Solar

¾☼

RTFM

there are none to read

thank you to my wingmen for last night funsies :)

Dependant

Your random word is:   dependant

can't do it;
not without my brotherssssss 
(:

Destiny

destiny is a poor excuse for most things

Fact

i get facts mixed up with my own fiction

Japanese

enough jap food for the week alreadyyyy

had fun@arthur's, made friends! cool people :).

except some sarah kwa girl

Exertion

我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂世界
那麼多苦　那麼多累　那麼多莫名的淚水
我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂的世界
如果是你　發現了我　也別將我挽回

-五月天, 疯狂世界

Strategy

even if u don't follow it

sometimes u get a similar/the same result

Scar

to walk, we must not be afraid to trip.
to speak, must not be afraid to be silenced.
to swim, we must not be afraid to drown.
to fly, we must not be afraid to fall.
to live, we must not be afraid to die.
to love, we must not be afraid to be hurt.

and still, i'm afraid.

and this is for kat:

"so that we can learn to pick ourselves up"

-alfred.

<3

Sin

'people die, and yuna dances. when will she stop dancing? when will it stop? yuna won't stop dancing, not until Sin is gone.'

-tidus

i remember quoting that for my yearbook profile in year 12 :)

Jump

Your random word is:   jump


base skill of one of my favourite final fantasy classes: the lancer!


'if we listened to our intellect, we'd never have a love affair. we'd never have a friendship. we'd never go into business, because we'd be too cynical. well, that's nonsense. you've got to jump off cliffs all the time and build your wings on the way down.'

-annie dillard

Opinion

if i don't want your opinion i won't ask for it
if i want your opinion i won't ask for it

-

fk downloaded some shit version of glee e12 :(.

qq quota.

Try

let's not try this again...

oh results are out.

i passed auditing!

how?

Phone

let me tell you a little story:

i got my first mobile phone when i was 13.
it was given to me the day my mum went into labour with my sister trish, just in case there was an emergency or something.

i got my next phone sometime later the following year, i remember i lost it when i went on a school excursion.

my next phone lasted me til year 11, it was a nice phone, and it served its purposes. it probably still works.

the next phone i got was my first plan. it was a motorola v3x which was a piece of shit that broke two weeks into when uni started.

since it broke, i had to get a replacement phone, which was some old, second-hand phone that my mother gave me. it lasted me til sometime in the year where mum bought me a new second hand phone.

that phone has been the best phone so far. it's my little brick, i used to lose it once every 2 weeks, but it still found me :$. it still works. and i've had it for 3 years.

last week i ordered a new phone, it was meant to come monday but i had work, so i could only pick it up from the courier on tuesday.
by tuesday night, the phone had broken once, so i got a new one on wednesday morning.
and today, 3 days later, my phone got stolen at work.

anyway the point of the story is that,

i've had this new phone for a week and it's gone through more hell than all my other phones put together.

Chosen

today i attended a funeral.

it was the first one out of my grandparents' generation,

and he was married to the 7th oldest.

it was strange, i felt sad for his kids :(.

i also met lots of second-cousins that i didn't know existed.

and i also found out that my aunty in law's brother is jess ngo's ex boyfriend. small world much?

R.I.P. Truong Tran :)

-


anyways, chosen is the chosen word.

u know what makes me smile? being chosen.

yeah, that simple.

it's so selfish, but who wouldn't be selfish outside the blanket of social justice.


choose me? :$

Somebody

somebody to rough you up
somebody to make it tough
somebody to bait you
somebody to love
but wait...

is it still love you want
somebody to pamper
somebody to blame it on
somebody to love
but wait...

baby, baby i wanna be true
you gotta knock me out some other way
and i want to be with the sun and the moon
i've been hopeless
and i want to

baby, baby i wanna be true
you gotta knock me out some other way
and i want to be with the sun and the moon
i've been hopeless
i've been..

somebody to take you out
somebody to show you how
somebody to train you
somebody to love
but wait...

is it still love you want
somebody to put you down
somebody to smack you 'round
somebody to love
but wait...

<3

Photograph

<3

YAY HAD SO MUCH FUN TONIGHT,

I WISH WE TOOK MORE FOTOS.

LIKE AT ANGLE'S PARTY ON NJ'S CAMERA

WHERE I GET PROGRESSIVELY REDDER IN EACH PHOTO!

Clean

i think that's the word :X.

the health inspector came into our shop today! we studied her firm for PME :D.

anyways we got an unqualified unmodified opinion hoorah

Angel

it's her birthday today and it shall also be today's word :).

angel is also the name of an awesome 五月天 song.

and 天使 is also written on the back of my head.

and i have a pair of angel wings on my earring.


像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖　给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使　你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

;D

Mask

march 23 2008.

took it off.

Breakfast

i haven't eaten a mcdonald's big breakfast in so long.

oh how i miss you so much :(.

but i did make sausage and egg muffins for myself a few weeks ago.

mmmmmm.

btw, we got angle the best present(s), don't try to compete :@

Khan

i remember nazim khan.

he was an EBS lecturer (economics and business statistics).

he had wow on his laptop!

he's like mogul khan, but without the mogul and with the nazim.

he's a centaur in disguise.

and i used he a lot this post!

Uninvited

unpleasant for those who are such
pleasant for those who caused such.

josh is never invited, but that's different to being uninvited

2010

if you are any of these units, hit me up :D

Invisible

Aftermath

i am so tired right now.

had fun on the road trip :):).

bonding is so fun :D

Pretending

Your random word is: pretending

i like to pretend to like people things.

keep smiling, it confuses people.

Walls

Been there, done that

Fear

you always fear what u don't understand.

getting hurt?

in your face batman

Roadtrip

see you soon

Awesome

this is to all the people that i love and have loved before:

<3

Plastic

my sister:

"is plastic a natural resource?"

Simple

simply join to points to make a line of infinite width.

simply join to hearts to make a story of infinite love.

<3

Cloth

Your random word is:   cloth

i have rolled a mage.


aptly named saygay thanks to b.


-.-

Optimistic

optimism is hoping that everytime he sends a RAF it works.

pessimism is knowing that it's not going to work

realism is finding a solution

nihilism is realising that playing would be meaningless

humanism is RAFing together

materialism is thinking that WoW is a waste of money

autism is hilarious

(i'm kidding, my heart goes out there to all the families of those affected by autism :))

-

so anyways, i think being optimistic has its downsides sometimes,

when u think too well or hopeful of things u often forget that there are also bad things.

so when u fall,

u hit the ground harder, because you forget how to fly with your wings of realism

Right

sounds about right

Forgive

forgiveness is beautiful

forgetting is not.

i will never forget the day u got me keylogged

Squall

MY SQUALL IS SO POWERFUL!!!

IN YOUR FACE!

Contemplation

ORIGIN late 16th cent.: from Latin contemplat- ‘surveyed, observed, contemplated,’ from the verb contemplari, based on templum ‘place for observation.’

:) i love apple spotlight.

-

what happens a lot during lonely drives and before bed.

where i always think of things to blog

then they escape my thoughts as quickly as they come.

or i can't even put them into words.

Music

i stopped listening to the music so i'd stop getting bad thoughts.
but on the way home today (@4:30am) from WFC,
i decided to listen to some.

:(

-

we cross the road not because the man is green or red or blinking,

but because we know that even if we cross we'll be fine.

it's not about taking chances when we put our foot on the asphalt,

it's about being able to tell if a car is coming or not.


and yes,

traffic is bad. and the button is broken.

the light won't change.

Ring

KS BROKE THE RING BY LEAVING THE GAME

Restart

it's josh's word today. :)

Karma

meng once said that if u want good karma u shouldn't do things with the thought of only doing it only for the karma.

and still

i lose my wallet :@

now i know how kat feels all the time!

Wallet

i hate losing my wallet!

i feel so uncomfortable and out of my own skin without it.

i really hope i left it at work and didn't lose it

:(

Dissidia

I hate this game so much why am i still playing it

Exception

I'M THE EXCEPTION TO THE RULE \o/!

Smile

i tried to leave but i turn backkkkkk

on my heart
remains
a trace

(8)

Done

3rd year is over.

i had pancakes with nj + jeff.

i kept stepping on feet!

slowly moving on!

Pair

'in blackjack when you get a perfect pair,
you call it luck
but in real life when you find your perfect pair,
you call it a miracle'
-mh

i wonder if the words repair and pair are related.

like,

to repair a broken heart you'd pair the two pieces together.

Omission

'it's what you don't say
that i care about.'
-mh

Your random word is:   omission

"Information is material if its omission or misstatement could influence the decision-making of users taken on the basis of the financial statements."

I really hope i did well for Auditing.

Communicate

'because sometimes we just need someone to talk to.'
-mh

the lack of my methods of communication does not change my study habits

just makes me watch all these movies i've been missing out on

ANHB

I need to know:

1. the WTH ratio in adult human females is the result of a naturally selected pattern of fat deposition for more successful reproduction in women and is the basis of a sexually selected preference trait in males for a WTH ratio of 0.7
2. according to hamilton's rule, for the kin selection of "altruistic" behavior there needs to be more benefit to the recipient, or less cost to the actor, if the actor and the recipient have a lower coefficient of relatedness
3. there is no backflow from the left ventricle into the left atrium during systole because the left atrio-ventricular valve is closed during systole
4. blood flow into capillaries is controlled by the contraction and relaxation of precapillary arterioles
5. the heart muscle is supplied with arterial blood by the right and left coronary arteries
6. bile is stored in the gallbaldder
7. enterocytes are important for absorption of nutritional molecules in the small and large intestine
8. the liver produces and secretes most of the serum proteins
9. the nephron is the smallest morphological and functional unit of the kidney
10. a thirsty person usually has increased secretion of ADH by the pituitary gland
11. the parasympathetic nervous system plays a role on the contraction of the muscle of the urinary bladder
12. pygmies and nilotic africans are both adapted to hot climates
13. humans who move from a cold climate to a hot one, greatly increase their sweating capacity after a few weeks
14. different characters produce different racial classifications
15. the bronchial circulation delivers systemic blood to lung tissues
16. activation of stretch receptors in the lungs causes inhibition of inspiration
17. the upper airway usually collapses at the pharynx in sleep apnoea
18. sleep loss results in prolonged reaction times
19. sensory fibers are found in motor nerves, axons reach muscles via ventral roots and spinal nerves, the pattern of nervous control reflects developmental organization, a motor unit is one axon and all the muscle fibers it supplies
20. somatic sensation can be accurately localised
21. the autonomic nervous system innvervates smooth muscle, cardiac muscle and glands
22. neuroglia are the supporting cells of the nervous system
23. segmental organisations of the nervous system is most obvious in the spinal cord
24. grey matter in the spinal cord contains nerve cell bodies
25. the rate of genetic drift is inversely related to effective population size
26. natural selection is adaptive
27. in HIV infection, the HLA system in humans is under the force of heterozygote advantage
28. most genetic daa supports the single origin model of early human evolution
29. given a constant value of heritability for a particular trait, if the co-efficient of relationship declines, the correlation coefficient decreases
30. steroid hormone receptors can become activated transcription factors when bound by a hormone
31. catch-up growth is an example of a compensatory response
32. association and linkage studies identify minor gene effects in complex traits
33. in polygenic traits, the mode of inheritance is hard to distinguish
34. hypothalamic neurons do not secret gonadotrophins directly into the blood
35. triglycerides are not made up of three glycerol molecules plus one fatty acid
36. activation of PPAR-δ is unlikely to reduce the long-term effects of ageing
37. senescence is not due exclusively to the downstream effects of oxidative stress
38. viewed from the front the two vemues of an adult are not parallel from hip to knee
39. adult human femurs have longer necks than those of apes
40. premature babies can have difficulty breathing because they lack surfactant in their alveoli
41. continuous positive airwaves pressure is the gold-standard treatment of obstructive sleep apnoea
42. obstructive sleep apnoea is associated with daytime hypertension
43. the sinoatrial node of the heart is located in the wall of the right atrium
44. the pulmonary trunk does not supply or drain the heart itself
45. once filtered by the glomerulus, the primary urine is collected by the proximal convoluted tubule
46. urine that is produced by the kidney is not further concentrated by the renal pelvis
47. the pancreas does not secrete biliary salts for the emulsification of fat molecules to support chemical digestion in the small intestine
48. the colon does not secrete digestive enzymes for the digestion of waste products
49. T-lymphocytes do not contribute to the body's first line of defence
50. T-lymphocytes are not phagocytic cells
51. single nucleotide polymorphisms are a rare DNA variation
52. the hardy-weinberg formula is: (p+q)² = 1
53. the direction of genetic drift cannot be predicted (random fluctuations/sampling result in RGD)
54. a high mutation rate is not a prerequisite for Natural Selection to occur in a population
55. the coefficient of inbreeding is the probability that at a locus, an individual receives two genes identical by descent
56. heritability is the ratio of genetic variance to genotypic variance (H = Vg/Vp, where Vp = Vg+Ve)
57. the rooting reflect facilitates nursing by an infant
58. sexual dimorphism is an adaptive response to the evolution of larger brains
59. early birth does not allow human females to reproduce more rapidly
60. sexual dimorphism in the human pelvis does not result from sexual selection
61. the anterior pituitary gland is supplied by blood vessels draining the hypothalamus
62. the stress response results in a rapid increase in adrenal catecholamine secretion
63. more than just the products of glucose metabolism can enter the krebs cycle
64. leptin does not inhibit metabolic rate
65. maximal growth occurs during the pre-natal stage
66. androgen supplementation is not a common therapy in aged men
67. the lumbar region of the spinal cord has 5 pairs of nerves emerging from it
68. the hypothalamus has a centre for temperature regulation
69. the vagus nerve supplies sensory, motor and parasympathetic fibers to the areas it innvervates
70. lumbar puncture involves taking CSF from the lumbar region
71. anterior divisions of a limb plexus supply the flexor compartment
72. the dorsal column tract is an ascending spinal cord tract
73. there are many features of homo sapiens that indicate it evolved in a tropical environment
74. genes can be transmitted vertically and horizontally along with culture
75. natural selection has not been able to decrease the frequency of deleterious genes that are only expressed in people over 50 years in age
76. sometimes siblings have been classified into different races
77. i hate human biology
    

Subway

'I get on the subway and take a seat.
Legs crossed, I take out my book and start to read.
As I turn the page, I peak over my book to see a girl,
a pretty girl, no less, with her soft brown hair gently resting upon her shoulders
and her eyes perfectly accentuated by a subtle yet mastferul use of a dark eyeliner.
I cannot help but stare, and allow my eyes to linger a bit longer than appropriable.
She notices this, and looks at me.
As our eyes meet I smile, and instinctively, she smiles back.
It is at this moment I smirk and slowly shake my head, with an air of disgust.
As I bring up my book to continue where I had left off,
she looks down to quickly inspect herself, noticeably confused.
Noticing nothing wrong or out of the ordinary, she sits in silence,
embarrased and self-conscious, wondering what had just happened.
As she gets off the subway, she takes one last quick glance back at me.
I do not acknowledge her departure as I continue to read.
As the doors close and the subway train heads to its next destination,
I smile to myself.
Riding subways is fun.'
-mh

i love trains

Sphincter

'when i told him i couldn’t see him anymore
i don't know if he cared.
i love him
and i don't know if he cares.'
-how to lose friends and alienate people

on another note:

i finished my AIS exam 2 hours early because i had a tummy ache and i couldn't take it any longer :(.

<3 dash berlin,

♪ haunted by your grace
you know I’m falling
so cool without you
always in my mind
i hear you calling ~~

Space

'You are out of this world.
As graceful as a shooting star
Your eyes like stars shining bright.
I want to take your hand,
And leave this earth,
Far off into space.
Because out in space,
Nobody can hear you say
"Don't touch me"'
-mh

the space grows

Trebuchet

'You built your wall tall and strong,
so I tried to knock it down.
I ran myself into it, but your wall would not crumble.
I tried using arrows, but your wall would not crumble.
Then a battering ram, but your wall would not crumble.
But then I saw, with such surprise,
A gate in your wall,
It was open this entire time.
I stood there staring at the inviting entrance.
Maybe this trebuchet will knock your wall down.'
-mh


i wonder if u realise that u make me feel worthless

Justify

a wise bumper sticker once told me:

"Justify your existence."

:)

Stranger

'I sneaked up behind her,
and held her hand.
She turned around, a look of surprise and puzzlement on her face.
"Oh.. sorry"
I stuttered with embarrassment as I quickly let go,
"Thought you were someone else"
She faced me,
looked at me intently,
as her mouth slowly curled into a smile.
She took my hand and held it once more.
"Yes, I am"'
-mh

hi, what's your name?

oh wait we've met before,

we just forget too many things.

let's not be strangers

Letter

'In a letter:
there are no lols
there are no emoticons
there are no one word answers
there are no mistakes
letters are forever.

There are lovely letters, and letters about love.
But make no mistake, there is no such thing
as a love letter.'
-mh

me in one letter?

Awesome.

because you need more than one letter to describe me.

:D

(haha i had a post-tag for "AWESOME" already!)

Uptake

'i shall uptake all your sadness and hatred
till there is nothing left
but contentment and love'
-mh

the uptake of information systems in an accounting entity.

nou!

as you walk
in the crowded empty spaces
and you stare
at the emptiness around you
you wanna go
to the city and the bright lights
get away
from the sinners that surround you

:)

Hippo

Renae Yoke Kwun Ho goes to work at 7,
has lunch at 12

and finishes at 5.

During work she planned to headbutt someone who made her angry, but had the social judgement not to.

16:11Renae,@msn ~ $ i very very nearly wrote that the bladder was a vagina
16:11Renae,@msn ~ $ haha
16:11papillary muscle@msn ~ $ LOL
16:12Renae,@msn ~ $ then i realsed... we didnt do repro !
16:12Renae,@msn ~ $ the guy next to me write vagina

woot.

Boots

'its funny how ugg boots
are essentially just normal boots,
but furry and comfortable.
same, but different.
in a good way.
in a better way.
just like you.'
-mh

BOOTY:

gluteus maximus!

EXTENSORS:

stops the leg from jack-knifing!

..

or a pirate's treasure!

Final

'Good guys come last
But they're also the last one standing
Can you stick it out till the end?
Or come over to the dark side?
Gotta stay in the game to find out.

End of story'
-mh

nice guys finish last.
last guys don't finish nice.

:D

PEOPLE THAT DO NOT DO SCIENCE SHOULD NOT BE IN THE SCIENCE LIBRARY.
SCIENCE STUDENTS ARE NOT ABLE TO ACTUALLY DO SCIENCE IN THEIR LIBRARY BECAUSE OF YOU

AND THAT'S FINAL

Zzz

1. You & your ex – haven't spoken in a long time

2. What are you listening to - Lange Feat. Sarah Howells - Let It All Out

3. Maybe I should – sleep

4. I don't understand – why first year units are the hardest

5. I have lost my respect for – ?

6. I last ate – rice+curry

IS YOUR/ARE YOU:

1. Is your hair wet? – no
2. Is your cell phone right by you? – i guess
3. Do you miss someone? – NO!YES!
4. Are you wearing chap stick? – no
5. Are you tired? – yes
6. Are you wearing pajamas? – 'home clothes' i call them
7. Are you mad? – no

MORE QUESTIONS

Are you shy?
- depending on the situation <- yeah

Could things possibly get any better?
- yes. after the 9th.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
-no

Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
-cherry randolph and her lovely british accent

Honestly, does your crush like you back?
-no

Do you think boys truly understand girls?
-yes. if u read the dishwasher manual.

What was the last movie you watched?
-................... can't even remember

Last song played more than three times?
ferry corsten - made of love (super8 and tab) (L) jer!

How many piercings do you have?
-4 on the left

What are your plans for the weekend?
-study :(

Do you like meeting new people?
-i guess

Would you rather have long or short hair?
-short

Were you ever with someone who was completely different than you?
-what?

What is bothering you right now?
-anhb102 prac is on thursday and not saturday as i thought..

Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
-love 'em

If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
-save it for KL!

Do you have a deep dark secret?
-it's a bit shallow

What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
-everything

Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
-cherry randolph

Who do you blame for your mood today?
-cherry randolph

How do you vent your anger?
-what anger?

Are most of your friends virgins?
-i wouldn't have a clue

Is anything alive in your room right now?
-i'm making a bacteria culture

Cycle

'We are born, we live, we die
just as we meet, we fall in love, then fall out of love.
It's comforting for us to believe these processes are a neverending cycle
It's just unfortunate we can't relive the cycle as the same person
...or with the same person'
-mh

we often refer to time as a line that continues forever

but instead we often live time like a repeating cycle of a clock

break it

Glasses

'wearing glasses doesn't make you look sophisticated
it just makes you look pretentious
same as how wearing your heart on your sleeve doesn't make you look sensitive
it just makes you look weak'
-mh

it's funny when i look at my blog.
day-by-day entries.
month-by-month entries.
year-by-year entries.

it's like integration.
if you look from afar, it's a curve.
if you look closer, you can see the "rectangles".

being short-sighted has it's advantages.

or like fractals.

Search

it's not the answer that matters

it's who answers it

Disgust

'maybe im not as disgusting as you make me out to be
maybe you're actually disgusted at the way i make you feel
then again
maybe i shouldn't have stolen your underwear'
-mh

physically,

mother nature's way of telling us to be scared of disease.

morally,

society's way of telling us that you're not like the others.

Promise

no one makes promises anymore.

what happened?

Depends

it all depends on you

don't depend on what i think

it depends on what they say

this depends on that

i want you to depend on me

i want to depend on you.


edit:

now try adding quotation marks

Instability

'is an imbalance mix of right and wrong
resulting in a state of disequilibrium
its how you make me feel'
-mh

homeostasis is one of the most wonderful things i have ever learnt about.

it's so remarkable how everything works so well together

i wonder how natural selection came up with it

Candy

'to me you are sweet and addictive
and too much is bad for my health
i think ill just eat one more.

-you taste so much sweeter without the wrapper-'
-mh

you fed my appetite

and rotted my teeth

Glass

'I'm looking at you through the glass
I want to break through and reach you
But I'm scared of getting hurt'
-mh

have u ever tried to fix broken glass?

Trident

'a trident is just a glorified fork'
-mh

stab me in one spot
stab me in three spots

it all feels the same

Judgement

'you strip my soul bare with those judging eyes
I see myself through them
and i hate what i see'
-mh

good judgement comes from experience
experience comes from bad judgement

Secret

this will be the greatest love story never told.
no rhyme, no reason.

since i'm going to lose my piece of paper:
FYI SAGO: P328.94102

don't ask, i'm not going to tell :)

Change

'I don't wanna change you
But I couldn't change myself
If nothing changes between us
Everything is going to change.'
-mh

it's easy for me to say that life must go on
it's hard for me to say that life must go on without you

That

♪ 那天你和我 那个山丘

that day, burnt into my memories so well
that day.

i was never good at physics - i didn't even take it in highschool,
my reason for not doing an engineering degree was because i would not be able to stand physics.
thus, i never really understood gravity,

because it never explained why we fall in love

-

on another note,

i'm looking for fellow bloggers or people with blogspot accounts to start blogging.

what i mean is, to join in on 'the game'.
the rules are basic:

everyday someone will choose a word.
you must blog about that word - anything you want.
and the game keeps going.

please guys :) play!

i'm also making a new post tag "the game" to indicate that the post was related to the game, the old tag was "eileen" but she's a quitter.

Misunderstanding

"a lot of the time im not trying to provoke you, you just misunderstand my intentions"
-mh

Your random word is:   misunderstanding

our meeting was an awful misunderstanding.

how to resolve?

1. don't suspect
2. talk honestly
3. use the heart
4. don't assign motives
5. keep perspective
6. take action
7. look for resoluton
8. find the truth

taken from some cheap website. WWB i guess.

Power

willpower, will power.

i'd rather cut the electricity than find the switch.

bye.

Whisky

'whisky, you are deceptively sweet,
but drinking you is quite the feat,
huddled over eileen's bin,
i can see the devil's grin'
-mh

pictionary club love.

'om nom nom nom nom'
-b

:)

grats to josh for passing initiation!!

Altruism

'never again is such an easy word,
but hardly ever accomplished.'
 -mh

no man should exist for his own sake.

today,
i wanted to see what it would feel like to be a jerk

if it would make me feel good or something,
to try to understand.

i don't think i can't be selfless.

Spirit

'you are my spirit,
you are my soul,
for you complete me,
you make me whole'
-mh

that spiritual bond of ours burns away faster with each light of a cancer stick

FTS

f--k the system.

this post has labels i don't want to add

Escape

'Falling through that rabbit hole was an accident
but she didnt regret it.
Once back in the real world,
she spent the rest of her life looking for it again
Because compared to reality,
it really was a Wonderland'
-mh

L+R or !Flee.

if only it was that easy,
but life is not a game.
we must fight these battles,
and use those overdrives.

do not forget that you are in a party,
and you brought along phoenix downs.

we you are not alone.

Process

what's the desired outcome?

i ask myself this a lot to make sure i am selecting the right inputs.

--

only cos meng asked me to write this,

i don't think he wants me to forget it.

PME has taught me many things.

--

and as he so well put it:

you can only be nothing
or everything

so don't misunderstand me when i say i hate you

Man

'I want to be Your Man
standing next to you, tall, confident, strong.
but when im with you i cannot help but feel like a boy'
-mh

men are all jerks.

man, you are a jerk.

manjusang, you are a jerk.

Graffiti

'me and you.
to the creator, its art
you and i.
to the outside world, its an ugly, incomprehensible mess
us.'
-mh 

there's a message etched on the wall.
it reads:

the queen will fall.

i look around;
all that's left is a mousepad and some screenshots on a broken pc.

Tomorrow

'yesterday = drama - expectations
today = yesterday + hope
tomorrow = today + expectations
.'. tomorrow = drama - expectations + hope + expectations
= drama + hope
Never have expectations for the future, because you will always be disappointed. (maths dont lie)'
-mh


we arent the right kind of wrong. we arent the wrong kind of right. we are just the wrong kind of wrong.

i don't think this is today's word meng, but oh well.

Excess

'[excess] is a quantity much larger than needed,
an implication of indulgence.
excess is how much i want to see you
but sometimes excess is still not enough'
-mh

too much is bad for you.
learn to quit

Fantasy

'being with you is like living in a fantasy world
i hope this fairytale story has a happy ending'
-mh

i don't have many fantasies.
all i really want to do is go to the beach

or kiss someone in the rain

Kitchen

GK was awesome? :)

ty for the fun times guys

+ whatever i have left of my memories

Future

'i love you
more than yesterday
but less than tomorrow
and today came too soon'
-mh

captain safety worries about the future too much,

he never gets wants gets to live in the now.

game or not?

Far

i love my friends for visiting me at work yesterday :)

Forbid

he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
he doesn't give a f--k
..
don't swear sago.

Epic

Your random word is:   epic.

All my epics are gone,


thanks kwan!! :)


'[epic] is the taste of a perfectly made frozen coke.
all things epic are never everlasting
but you never forget it'
-mh

Choices

if anyone has ever eaten with me before: i hate making choices.
even when i go shopping, when i buy ANYTHING, i take ages to choose.

i don't know what that says about me?

maybe i just hate dealing with consequences,

especially because regardless of what choice i make,

there will always be something wrong.

'why do i love you?
my heart never gave me a choice'
-mh

Yatta

oh no shit, season 3 is almost over.

this season was quite a good one, a lot of good episodes,

i heard the movie release is coming soon as well.

Divine

the best word to describe a paladin.

although the blood-knights stole their power from the naaru M'uru

and were betrayed by their leader,

it was foretold by the prophet Velen

that it was part of their path to redemption.

what does this all mean?

we can always blame the bad shit in life on fate.

anyways, kaseng is very immature,
he is like AMF. he drew all over me with his pen.
so now there is pen on my leg.

and i've almost completed my passport application, hoorah :)

'meeting may have been divine intervention, but falling for you has been an eternal hell'
-mh

Cordial

mum won't let me drink cordial
=\

Inheritance

'inheritance is something that that you acquire, whether it be a genetic attribute or a tangible possesion.
i hope that your kids will be able to inherit that sparkle in your eyes, that love in ur heart.
because you would never let me have it'
-mh

i'm not going to have kids though, so i guess u can have it :D

Vanessa

yes i'm sorry but she gets a blog post under her name cos it was her party last night.

must say, epic party, nice house, nice food, nice music :D

and simon died lololol, had to babysit him :)

but it was very fun :), those fresher girls want to be their own WFC (charming)

haha,

so anyways, wow account got hacked. what do i do now? as usual i'm sort of resilient about this.

sort of like the time my brother wiped one of my FFVII save files,

i just got up and created a new file from scratch.

tells u something about me doesn't it?

Rain

i love rain :)

it's such a happy thing,
it puts me to sleep and
it's the best thing to wake up to.

i like to walk in the rain,
i like to listen to the rain and
i love driving in the rain.

rain brings rainbows,
rain hides tears and
the best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain.

xkcd

you make forgetting look so easy

Bubble

Bubble, bubbly?

ANGEL IS BUBBLY.
she used to live in a bubble, so now she's going to learn all about life from my blog ! :P
(well she told me to blog about her so here it is angle) :):).

-

"BUBBLY gets me drunk fast"
-viv

-

A paladin's bubble :).

i want one IRL, it'd be pretty cooool.

Needle

because you're like that needle in the haystack.

just because i can't sew doesn't mean i'm not going to keep you.

i just need some thread

Empathy

life begins when you come to realise that you're not that only one living it.

i don't know if i want to write more or not because i felt like that was enough for this word.

'it is what happens to us when we leave our own bodies...and find ourselves either momentarily or for a longer period of time in the mind of the other. We observe reality through her eyes, feel her emotions, share in her pain..'
- k.l

i've often been told that i care too much,

i never saw that as a bad thing,

until i realised that i'd left my body for too long

恨

don't misunderstand me when i say that i hate you.

just remember when i said it was easier

Fatigue

everything directs here:

weary,

sleepy,

drowsy,

exhausted,

enervated,

languorous,

lethargic,

sluggish,

prostrated.

now, let's play match the nouns with the adjectives:

me,

 eileen.

LOL :D

Memory

'stay where you belong: in my memories!'
-c.s.

Tomorrow

如果没有明天

this alisa song, the title makes me think ;o.

if there was no tomorrow i think i'd be happy.

i'd just do the things i want to do
and say the things i want to say.
cos i don't think i would in any other circumstances


我也没有遗憾
if i die tonight.

Exhale

'fireworks are like love,

it's all pretty and stuff short-lived

but soon enough all that's left is smoke'

-m

-

i had fun today at RS with diana+meng :D

and i actually didn't believe myself when i thought i was afraid of loud noises.

but tonight actually confirmed it =\

Hurricane

you don't have to be a hurricane to turn things around

-

i'm going to watch my pay go in 3 days.

Quintessential

the other 4 being air, water, earth and fire.

i don't think i can be defined by my quintessential essence.

not without the other 4.

air; where i supposedly come from, i lost my wings one day and fell from the sky.

water; even though i can't walk on water, i can swim when i need to. you taught me.

earth; treat 'em like dirt, and they stick to you like mud.

fire; hah, fiery.

the quintessence of my life?

i'll find out one day.

Almost

and i just caught myself thinking.

why?

i ask for all this

but then i don't even have a reason to.

-

"you never fought for me because you were never meant to.

and it took me this long to realise,

i'm sorry"

Crave

the satisfaction of an itch.

the itchier it is, the better it feels when you scratch it.

-

i think the pain you feel is similar to that.

the more it hurts, the better it feels later.

assuming later happens.

otherwise that journey's gonna last forever.

p.s.
this is not the word for today.

Spam

irrelevance is subjective.

681

681 posts down the track.

Now that i think about it..that's a lot :O.

I still don't know how i manage to write everyday.

I guess the whole blog-game is keeping me going, on top of double-posts on some days, like today.

<3 Le Love

on that note, i lost my brochure to become an organ donor :D
i'm off my Ps next Friday :D

Ps. royal show anyone?

Asylum

if i were in an asylum,

i'd be one of those strait-jacketed ones.

and only cos i asked for it to be put on.


i also wonder,

do they get to share rooms?

Open

Your random word is: open

if it takes a jackhammer to break down your wall,

then a rocket launcher i shall use.

Thorn

those things on roses aren't actually thorns,

they're prickles.

thorns are stems gone wrong.
spines are leaves gone wrong.
prickles are extensions of the outer-layer.

did you know that?

True

So straight forward,

not a hint of irony.

-

and all this will go away,

just sweet dreams,

and happy endings.

Cheese

wtf worst word ever.

he likes cheese and he hates cheese.

i'm impartial :D.

i like the cheese that my parents stock at the lunch bar. mm yum.
i also like cheesecake if that counts, but only cos of the cookie base :):).

i seem to like the most awesome things in life,

like hazelnut chocolate and fishing

sago: 3
you: 0

Down

all i can think of with this word is the DA mouth song 'Down'.

or maybe even phoenix down.

i think in my whole life of being an FF gamer, i've probably used about 8000 phoenix downs.
and then there's mega phoenix, phoenix summon and white magic: revive.

the thing i find awesome about PD is that it has the power to restore and the ability to destroy.

if you cast it on a dead party member they come back to life
and if you cast it on an undead foe they face instant death.

sort of like love i guess

Companion

Your random word is: Companion

says the generator.

it's funny how we leave our minds up to the random generator to decide.

well the word is companion.

such a simple word.

it means so much to me as it means so little to you.

:(

bye

-

ps. grats asia :D
pps. nj/eileen: yes this is the word for saturday

Jester

one of the 22 trump cards that make up the Major Arcana.

unnumbered,

free

and in search of experience.

sounds wonderful doesn't it?


you're only there for entertainment.

and no one is entertained.

get over it,

"the last laugh is reserved for death."

Scream

scream.

in other words,

let me know how you're feeling.

Polynomial

with respect to my previous blog,

life is not a line.

it's a polynomial.


it can go as long as we define it and as vast as we allow it,

but i prefer to keep mine simple:

not too many variables, just a bit of a, b, c, d and obviously y and x.


which gives me:

y = ax³ + bx² + cx + d.

and if you think about it, ax³ accounts for the equation a lot more than bx², cx or d will..

but you'll only realise that when you test its limit.

think about it.

Lock

locks keep people out.

the end.


well not really,

they have keys too:

usually only 1.


and sometimes if we're stupid enough,

we give away our key to someone we trust.

i'm not sure if u can still open the lock once you've given away the key,

but that's why you have to give it to someone you trust;

so they can come back and open the lock.


i guess?

Care

it's not because you don't care,
it's just because i don't matter.




-

since i've got some blogging thing going on with eileen
and since my posts are limited to one a day

it means i can't actually blog about what i want to sometimes.

therefore, i may often begin double-posting.

like now :)

Customer

they leave as quickly as they come.

they're only there because:

they want something from you or,

they got something faulty from you and they're just there to complain about it.


sometimes you get the customer that has something different about them; makes you want to give them a special deal.

maybe something for free?
maybe that unauthorised refund.
maybe a little extra.
maybe even a gift pack.
maybe a discount.
maybe even you.

and sometimes you realise that they aren't actually like that at all.

they were only like that for the freebie, the refund, the extra, the gift, you.


then you realise:

maybe you're the customer

and you just bought their product.

Silence

is noise the absence of silence
or is silence the absence of noise?

most believe it's the latter (i think).
but now, i seem to think it's the former.

your silence is killing me and the only way for me to stop it
is to make some noise.

or maybe it's my own silence that's killing me and the only way for me to stop it
is for you to make some noise.

i need it
to save me.

please?
-

btw my last post was my 666th. lol.

Mistake

yeah yeah yeah,

we've all heard it before:

we're human,
we make mistakes,
we learn from them,
blah blah blah.

wait, what's a mistake again?

usually we consider something a mistake if we think we did something wrong, somewhere.
we often regret these mistakes because they lead to something terrible,
going back to my original point that, mistakes usually result from something wrong:

i made a mistake with my test, i learn, i hope i don't do it again
i'll regret failing auditing

i made a mistake with my cooking, i learn, i hope i don't do it again
i'll regret having to eat this

i made a mistake with my healing, i learn, i hope i don't do it again
i'll regret wiping the raid

i made a mistake with my words, i learn, i hope i don't do it again
i'll regret what i said

i made a mistake with my heart, i learn, i don't care if i do it again.
i don't regret it at all

i guess not all mistakes are regrets?

Line

there is no such thing as a line.

a line has negligible width, therefore a line may or may not even exist.
but it's strange how a line can have an infinite length.

we don't cross lines, we extend limits.
we don't read between lines, we get fooled by signs.
we don't reach the end of the line, we reach our end.

a line doesn't divide two things,
remember that its width greys the black and the white.

but i do believe in 1 line:

'y=mx+c'

-

and this is probably why i don't believe in marriage
it's like a line,

apparently, this piece of paper can actually mean something,
like whether or not certain people can or cannot have sex without feeling bad.

Bomb

here it comes
another year,
except this time i have a more pivotal role. i think.

maybe it'll still be the same,
maybe it'll happen,
maybe it won't.

maybe i'm not even talking about what you think i'm talking about.

in the end, it'll explode.
shrapnel will fly,
and things will be scattered.

yeah, maybe i'm not talking about what you think i'm talking about.

but when and where it matters, techies will explode.

1

back to one.

i forgot to mention how happy i was.

thanks.

-

eileen says i need to blog more,
on her behalf.
hence the double post.

Matter

he asks, why does it matter?

he says, because i care too much

i ask, why do i care so much?

she says, it gives us purpose

he says, it's too bothersome

and that you can go with purpose and without care.


he says, you can care of few things

he says, you found your reason

she says, it's 'cos we want to think we can make a difference

he says, it won't go anywhere


i say, you're all the same.


-

btw post more jihan, ily.

Blossom

As you walk down the garden path you see flowers.
they bloom and blossom and you want to pick them.

but think about this:

Do you allow the flower to live its life on the stem?

A full life.

Or do you take the plunge, pick the flower, show it to the world and let it wither away from the stem?

A full life.



but remember:

a flower is merely an educated weed.

Birthday

Happy birthday everyone!

yet another year goes by~

last night was amelia's party. i should really not drink when i'm not supposed to.
couldn't even make it home last night!

and yet again, i have to thank you for almost everything.

-

and as joshie put it so nice and well:

i hate people

Pieces

my memory is so poor that i don't remember many of the things i talk about with people.

life needs to be a roadway network where everything is so nicely labeled and signed.
even if there's traffic jams and rush hour and one way roads
there's always a roadmap to follow if we're lost.

on top of that, i installed a GPS into my head.

-

so anyways, on that note, i was having a CCWK (car convo with kat) the other night and the subject of relationships came up (lol).

and given my poor memory, it's hard for me to elaborate on this point i made:

something to do with knowing and having all 26 letters of the alphabet yet not being able to make an essay.

we have laid out intricately in the road-maps of our minds all the qualities of someone we want to be with.

but we just don't know where to turn, where to stop and where to exit.

12

As i watch the sunlight filter through these windows, I think to myself: 'Dawn fogs the darkness of day.' The pigs run out in the street, surrounded by baboons and sloths, picking their way through a perpetual maze of opaque puzzles. Never have I contemplated such swines would flu their way into existence. Imagination is power of tools.

Interesting highlights from today:
Jin Nee Tran tore a hole in her leggings today, from sitting on a table. It has expanded and now everyone's laughing at her.
Sago observed that Annie has really big boobs - everyone turned and looked.
Anthony found out he has a wife - a reasonably hot one too.
PJ is pretty bulky - maybe if he played against CS in rugby we would've won.
Ronald is pretty fucking tall - what a yeti!
Andy has a smiley face. He never looks angry, for some reason.
Yun is actually not Korean, but from the Zulu tribe in Zimbabwe.


XOXO Saygo sogay.

[Disclaimer: This post was written by Yun]

Insane

I'm going crazy.

I have really really bad eczema on my neck and arms and i've run out of steroid cream.

So i've resorted to cutting my finger nails so i can't scratch myself.

IT HURTS SO MUCH AND IS SO ITCHY AT THE SAME TIME.

and I have dance today which means I will sweat, which means it'll get even worse.

someone save me.

-

This conversation happened in the car yesterday:

Kat: "the importance of being earnest was on the other day, i was so upset that I couldn't see it!"
Channy: "how important is it?"
Kat: "it's very important, it's such a great play!"
Channy: "oh... I thought it was like those accounting people!"

ROFL. (L) my tag team partner so much

-

Y
e
s
,

y
o
u

a
r
e

:
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Win

If winning isn't everything, then why do they keep score?

-

maybe
it's more daunting for the losers.

or maybe
it's more daunting for the winners.

Would

I would hate me as much as I like you

Auditing

And there goes my faith in the light and all that. Auditing is worse than solo healing a 25-man.

I can't be an auditor, the unit is too hard!

I have to repeat it......I think.. :(

-

sometimes we spend so much time waiting for nothing.


even if we're expecting it.
maybe it's the thrill of the journey?
wait.

what journey?

Little

So much love for so little

-

i still hate tuesdays.

cannot waittttt til post-10th, where i don't have to spend an ungodly 14 hours at uni

Amelia

1. What time did you get up this morning?
11:30

2. How do you like your steak?
medium

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
district 9

4. What is your favorite TV show?
i don't watch TV

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
taiwan

6. What did you have for breakfast?
congee

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
sushi

8. What foods do you dislike?
goat

9.Where is your favorite place to eat?
anywhere :D

10. Favorite dressing?
it's all oil anyway

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
chrysler neon

12. What are your favorite clothes?
short shorts

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
taiwan

14. Cup half-empty or half-full?
twice the size of what it should be

15. Where would you want to retire?
perth

16. Favorite time of day?
evening/night

17. Where were you born?
perth

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
rugby

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
-

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
-

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
anonymous

22. Bird watcher?
..?

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
morning by myself. night with people. :)

24. Do you have any pets?
2 sisters

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
i'm pregnant

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
scientist

27. What is your best childhood memory?
not really sure

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
dog. but it can't be ugly

29. Are you married?
almost

30. Always wear your seat belt?
yes! brandon never wears his :@

31. Been in a car accident?
yes

32. Any pet peeves?
grammar+spelling

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
as long as it has mushroom

34. Favorite flower?
none in particular..they're all quite fascinating.

35. Favorite ice cream?
anything really. not an ice cream person

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
mcdonald's, assuming i'm not health conscious

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
once

38. From whom did you get your last email?
Your Pheme password will expire in 10 days

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
i don't like shopping that much

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
not really..

41. Like your job?
what job

42. Broccoli?
(Y)(Y)

43. What was your favorite vacation?
melb/syd with jess/leah/ray. mmm, seabiscuit.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
simmy/amelia/jeff @ dome.

45. What are you listening to right now?
没有如果 - Fish Leong

46. What is your favorite colour?
green

47. How many tattoos do you have?
0

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
-

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
1:26am

50. Do you drink coffee?
yes

Days

there are 2 types of good days:

• the days u want to live again and,
  
• the days u don't want to live again.

the first type of good day is the day where everything is awesome, it's as though all the natural forces in the world came together and decided that this day would be the day marked [your name].

the second type of good day is the day where everything is awesome, it's as though all the natural forces in the world came together and decided that this day would be the day marked [your name].

what's the difference?

the day after.

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i hope i made sense.

Cool

Play it cool :D.

I bought new headphones today :)

I also had my PME midsem.

I finally understand the concept of study = results. lol. except the last question worth 2 marks, i totally forgot about it, even though i read it up.

Something something police, nurses, something something payrise budget surplus.

Hmph!

Also almost finished my ANHB1102 essay. Glad that's getting out of my way..may have exceeded word count though...haven't even done last paragraph OR conclusion. eep!

Now to write something clever in order to inspire Kat-neighbour:

yeah, we all change,
in this book i'm reading, there's something on the lines of

if everything when it occupies an equal space is at rest, and if that which is in locomotion is always occupying such a space at any moment, the flying arrow is therefore motionless.

now i wonder if i made sense :P

btw i'm also really happy for some reason, must be the hair, i don't feel like a junkie anymore :D

Pick

as they always say:

two halves doesn't count as one.

winter's almost over, the rain's nearly gone and i haven't reached my goal :-(.

there's also bondage tonight and my PME midsem tomorrow. i'm not sure how hard it will be, but knowing peter, it'll be tricky and poorly worded.

i think i think too much.

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shower head crying down on me like the rain
i don't actually know if my tears are falling or not
just like in this story,

i don't know if you'll love me.

we can never reach the rainbows.

Realise

Enough of me now,

it's your turn.

Go on, go crazy :)

You deserve it!

(L)

it's so strange how things operate.

how you can like two things so opposed to each other.

我恨我愛你們.

on a slightly unrelated note, i don't think anyone noticed it, maybe i'm more subtle than i think i am. trust me u probably didn't.

Jokes

为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品.

as boonandygronnlim(L)(L)(L) once said;
"it made me emo ... haha

go run le"

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i'm so scared for auditing midsem, i don't want an FC omgggggggggg. no accounting firm will hire me if they find out i failed this godforsaken unit.

and sigh @ bondage the night before my PME midsem. hates it! but the readings are quite short :o.
hopefully i can study today :).

now wake up SBP! so i can go out :@

Outlay

He says i'll pay the price later.

accountants call these liabilities.

i think i might be my own liability.

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even if it makes me keep my head up; anything that goes up, must come down.

so stop bathing.

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he says he doesn't like the way i look.

i said he doesn't know the way i look.

maybe it's because when i look, i can at least see hope.

and it's hard to look at him, because i can't see hope.

there are easier ways to dilate my pupils.

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ps. if anyone wants to go to the MSU ball, message me for more details.

it's on the 10th of september and at midnight you can wish Penny a happy 18th birthday.

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wow i wrote 4 different things in this post. i really need to study for my midsems and mini-tests. sigh, if i fail auditing it means i fail the whole unit, this semester was meant to be knuckle down for me but the ball is riding my back like a. stop right there. :P

Hapless

the day i get everything my way is the day i die.

that includes passing auditing.

and yes, life is ironic.

i hate it how i wait all day to blog (sticking to my 1p/day) and when the time comes.

i either chicken out on what i want to blog;
or i forget what it was.

o well, 至少还有你 :)

Nou

is not an answer!

omg, where did the last 8 hours of my life go. i can barely recall anything :|


goood nightttt, so happy in a way :).

but now dunno already lol.

and gg to the bouncer asking me for my DoB as though i'm not 18 looking. fucking got proof of age too! pwned :D

yesme

edit: BIG TY TO PEOPLE WHO LOOKED AFTER ME :)

KTV

KTV finals were tonight (well yesterday night..i just got home :)).

Jessica won, Takeru came second and Sally came third. well done! :):)

BL to mel for not getting through to top 3 :(

我好像好像好像好像應該說
我好想好想好想好想對你說

<3 mayday ^_^

edit: oh yeah, new stores opened in the city! so epic!!

Head

if your heart is bigger than your head; you're in a for a long and painful journey.

tonight was spent @ hoggie's for some liferuinerbear, the cake was so rich in chocolate because david chan cut my the edge of icing @_@.

and vinnie bought simmy a vibrator.

NOTA BENE: THAT OLD GUY THAT WALKS AROUND NORTHBRIDGE SELLING ROSES AND SHIT ALSO SELLS VIBRATORS. IN DIFFERENT SIZES!

只是因為你是你

Overclock

omg im gone, i dont think i can make it to uni today.

not because im dead.

but because i didn't prepare for my tutes and seminars

and because there'll be no parking.

i hope the university realises the impact that parking has on the work ethic and morale of the students and staff attending.

anyways, i don't think i can last 2 hours of PME or i'll just die T_T.

today is also failbear's birthday, yesterday we got beached @ UWA tavern and then they got beached @ curtin tavern i think. i don't remember much because i fell asleep most of the time.

baby says i was snoring in the scibrary. that sounds okay until u realise that i was sleeping at the snap tables on the ground floor, which is like the most populated area of the library.

Only

3% of male bird species have penises.

How do they copulate?

"Cloacal" kissing, where their genital openings touch :$.

Big birds are the ones that tend to have penises lol and the Argentine lake duck has a 42.5cm long penis (as long as its body).

So there's the answer to those who asked me if birds have penises.

Brand

On brand?

Us.

Off brand?

Them


Kat-Neighbour suggested i write a post about how much we've changed since first year, as it was a topic that came up on the way home. That'd be too hard, unless you guys help me :)

Essence

3 more minutes and i can get out of here.

dw. i'll try to write another post later, still making up for lost days.

Omelette

Wow, that jenny lam makes a mean omelette.

tastes nice haha :D.

yes i am so bad at cooking egg+rice that i got help from jen.


i also went to see district 9 today. i almost cried at the end for some reason.

cool guns though :D

Suffering is one very long moment. We cannot divide it by seasons.
Oscar Wilde

Loop

Jeff is brushing his teeth, but i don't even think he reads my blog because he never mentions it, nor does he comment on it. but then again noone comments on my blog. except anon. Furthermore, i am very impressed with Jeffrey because he did not get into any fights tonight. snaps for jeffrey everyone.

anyways, tonight we had a family (b/meng/viv/me) dinner. we were meant to eat laksa, but because mum likes to straighten her hair, we were late and so we ended up eating KFC, which was good anyway haha. (L) those 3 so much.

then there was metros...

goodness me, never ever let me change wallets ever again. i left my ID in my other wallet, so i called up my lovely brother to use his ID, but that failed, so it ended up getting confiscated. how sad :(, but i'll buy him a new one! :)

then he took me home and i got simmy to drive my car back to NB so i could go metros with the others :).

end of story!

oh yeah, b-dawg yacked everywhere and got kicked out, FTFW ! LOL

now that i'm done describing my day-night i can get onto more random things;

as much as i do want it to happen, i know it never will, so i guess i have to prevent it before i have to deal with curing it. yeah, immunisation hurts, but it's 10x better than treatment.

(8) there must be another way, because I believe in taking chances..

Again

omg i didn't end up double posting for friday because i was busy doing my MYOB assignment.

good heavens it's an awesome assignment :D

but now i'm stuck because i don't know how to do PAYG.

someone help me please?

Paid net wages and salaries [C] for past fortnight, Banking
cheque #23, $3060, and recorded PAYG withholding (Spend Money)
liability (tax instalments) of $1360.

how do i record that!

Minq

I missed a blog post yesterday so this will result in a thursday-friday double post.

Last night was KTV semi finals and also CS Manhattan @ the Minq bar.

omg KTV was so good :)

cos almost everyone sung chinese songs that i knew/liked :).
and i love denise so much! but she didn't get through to the grand finals :(

grats on mel though for getting in :):)

anyways

Minq was also fun, Vinnie (cardigan-vinnie) bought me a martini (my very first one!), it tasted quite nice! he's so nice he bought me a drink :) and i just hung with my fresher kids + tzewei the sister-in-law :)

END OF STORY!

Change

new layout :)

main reason was to swap over to blogger's newer layout scheme where everything was easy to place and not all HTML code!

as u can see i also added a lastfm streamer so u can see what i listen to as well :D

ta ta~

Fight

this is WFC love according to simmybear:

Sago bashes Naijiao, because Nj is weakest. Nj bashes Meng, because it happened in a dream. Meng bashes Leong, because Leong stole his gf. Leong bashes me, because i tease his gf. I bash Jun, for being a dog. Jun bashes George, for being too geng. George bashes Kwan, for always giving him shit. Kwan bashes Kaseng for being too old. Kaseng bashes Eugene for driving so fast and never getting caught. Eugene then bashes John for always afking and heys. John strangles Sago because HE WANTS TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

win.

Fail

fail all around!

my snap is 105 megabytes over-downloaded and i have no freaking idea how.

i don't think naijiao used THAT much quota.

lol, maybe HoN uses quota :O

Easier

Life would be a lot easier without girls.

and no I don't see my mother as a girl :), she's my mum :D.



not even post secret likes eileen

Haute

this is a saturday post since i was barely at home yesterday;

went to shermaine's 21st and metros tonight.. lol.
shermaine's was pretty good, enjoyed the food and drinks and the atmosphere and listening to the speeches was fun :)
then headed to metros rather late and it was quite ave haha. people were either:
viet,
fob and/or
30+ and perverted.

it was so gross~

so anyways i want to go fishing :(

today has felt like one of those days where you can just go home and sleep well because you've made someone's day.

a big heart can take you on many journeys, to see different things, people and places. but sometimes it doesn't take you home. :(

If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.

-Dalai Lama

Blur

lol dunno what to say,

tonight feels so boring i resorted to watching animals on youtube.

what to do..

wanted to fish :( but people damn boring/sick.

blur

Decisions

John Khoo: "I'll shoot myself"

LOL

(L).

this game is too fun haha

amelia and i have been playing for 3 days, and we hadn't heard that answer til tonight when john said it LOL

Libram

That paladin..his libram..
it's not a holy scripture
nor is it a bible of the light.

it's the goddamn Auditing and Assurance Handbook by the Institute of Chartered Paladins Accountants.

Why?

it's all about ethics! and honesty! and integrity! and leadership! and principles! and guidance! the path of the light institute may guide me where i tread!

i know. i'm so sad, but it's good 2 see two things i love/hate put into one.

FOR THE LIGHT!


edit: happy birthday to the druids; (wednesday; nj, thursday; ks) :)

Shoot

it's so much easier to just shoot everyone really.

the people you want to marry are only 'cos they're rich
and the people you want to eff are only 'cos you can't shoot them

Albums


Hmm, when i drive around (in particular, this morning when i was taking my sisters to school), i tend to think about things.

The most prevailing thing in my mind was to blog about my favourite music albums, i don't want to limit this to 5, 10 or even 15, because who said I had to stick to such constraints!

I was going to give images for each album and track-list, but that'd take up too much space, so if you want to have a look at what the album cover and if you want to see what the tracks from each album are, just click the corresponding links. Feel free to ask me to send you any songs as well :)

So here goes and in no particular order (probably artist-alphabetical since i'm going through my iTunes library):


A-mei 張惠妹 - Star

Firstly, A-mei is queen @ singing. I love her voice so much and when this was released, it was one of those albums where 'they haven't released any in a while'. Those sorts of albums come with a lot of good songs. And this one does not fail at that. Certain songs on this track could probably make me cry if I tried hard enough.

Armin Van Buuren - Imagine

This album is win. Recommend to me by B earlier this year, it has become my lie-on-the-bed-while-reading and also my jogging song. The tracks on this song are all quite good and it justifies AvB as the awesomest DJ in the world. He's just as good live as well. :)

Various Artists - 超級星光大道 10 強紀念合輯 and 愛 星光 精選 - 昨天 今天 明天

These two albums are from the finalists from the first season of 星光大道. As always, the first season has been the best so far and I could listen to these two albums forever. The compilation of songs (a lot of good songs from other artists) is one reason and the collection of artists is another. These guys (and girl!) have used so much of my quota from just streaming their episodes constantly.

Big Bang - Remember and Number 1

Another 'two albums'. Mm, Big Bang = awesome. Their songs are so catchy and their dances are so cute! and I especially like Seung-Ri :D. These two albums are also grouped together because I listened to both of them simultaneously when I downloaded acquired them. Summer + Big Bang = Memories.

BoA - The First Album

I used to listen to BoA when I was 13-14. Back then she was all J-Pop and Amazing Kiss. Now I'm 20, she's hit the USA and her beats are still just as catchy. Even better that it's in English. Her lyrics are awesome (not creative, just pwnage): "This song is all about me, damn right it's all about me. La la la la la la. La la la la la la".

Da Mouth - 王元口力口

Da Zui Ba! These guys are like renowned for being the "Asian black eyed peas". They're all from different parts of Asia/the world and they made a pretty good album in Summer 08. Which brings me to the point of this album being one of those albums I kept on repeat during the holidays. It also reminds me of the Lexus for the same reason.

Elva 萧亚轩 - 1087

This album came out right before I went to Melb/Syd in 2007. Consequently, I kept listening to it, along with Evan Yo - 19, F.I.R. - Flight Tribe and TANK - Keep Fighting, while I was there, so it conjures memories of those awesome times I spent with Jess, Nhi, Ray and all our Melb/Syd friends. This was also one of the first songs that filled up my iTunes library which is now peaking 17 gb. I would add the other 2 albums, but I don't want to put too many in this blog post.

Jay Chou 周杰倫 - 魔杰座, 范特西, 十一月的蕭邦, 我很忙, 七里香 and 依然范特西 All his goddamn albums!!

Come on, I've been listening to Jay Chou since he first came out and I can pin each album to any part of my life. I could even say that I've "grown up" with his music (and his career!). Regardless of how simple and "plain" his tunes might be, he never fails to impress me each time. As John "the Strangler" Khoo once pointed out, Jay Chou's voice is one of the hardest to imitate. That's true, and that's why Jay is so awesome.

JJ Lin 林俊杰 - 樂行者

JJ Lin is just as awesome, I remember listening to this album particularly in 2005, when Jess went back to China and bought this album! This was also JJ's debut album, so it was set to impress. I used to listen to this album non-stop during my FFX days, where I would endlessly grind the Monster Arena (omg sadface). I would include the rest of his albums in this post, but I'm under the impression that this entry has size constraints.

五月天 - All albums

There's something about Mayday that I love. Maybe their "story", maybe the fact that their lyrics are different. Or maybe that for each album they only put a certain amount of good songs, which has led me to write "All albums" instead of pointing out any in particular. One of my favourite Mayday songs however, is from "我们是:)五月天", which has got to be one of the coolest names for an album. I can't believe I missed their Australian concerts either!

Nan Quan Mama 南拳妈妈 - 调色盘 and 藏宝图

Ah, another awesome band. NQMM were my favourite in highschool; maybe 'cos of Lara, who is the female vocalist. Or maybe because they're the band that Jay helped to form. Anyways, I love NQMM for their songs, they're cute, catchy and carry with them a different style than other songs. And just like any other album I listen to, I can also pinpoint this album to a particular point in my life.

Nicky Lee 李玖哲 - 想太多

When this album came out, I didn't really know who he was. But after "acquiring" this album, I couldn't stop listening to it for a while. It could be his unique voice or it could be his catchy tunes. This album is upbeat and it was one of my "paladin-levelling" albums (by coincidence not choice). Ah..reminds me of Tarren Mill...

Sam Lee 李圣杰 - 關於妳的歌

This album was acquired when I was out searching for 你那麼愛他. Turned out that not only was that song good, but the album~. JT/Didi has the same singing voice as Sam lee and this is also why I like listening to him - so I can request for JT to sing for me some day... But yeah, I could best describe this as the album I'd listen to when I'm 40 because his voice and tunes are so nice and simple that time can't wear it away.

Lee Hom 王力宏 - 改变自己 and 心跳

Yeah, just like JJ and Jay Chou, I used to listen to Lee Hom heaps. Then I listened to "Not Your Average Thug" and thought it was about time I stopped. How dumb of me. Even though I bought 心中的日月 while I was in Melb, I didn't really listen to it and I only really got back into Lee Hom when 改变自己 came out. These two albums are awesome I can't even explain why. It could be his voice? his appeal? Something about Lee Hom's songs that make me want to live in them. Heartbeat also has a cool album cover :). Little fact: Leehom released 改变自己 in an attempt to raise environmental awareness. The packaging and contents are all made of recycled paper and use zero plastic!

Xiao Hong Ren (MY FUTURE HUSBAND) 蕭閎仁 - Debut Album

This album is awesome. As a debut album it was so good. And his voice is soooo nice. I could listen to this album whenever I want and enjoy it, his tunes are so soothing and combined with his awesomely husky voice, my day can always be made. He was also on the one million singer show once and I melted (A).

Xiao Yu 小宇 - 就站在這裡

This guy was new to me. Even though he had released another album before this, I hadn't heard of him. However, this album is still on repeat for me since it came out. His voice is similar to Nicky Lee's and just like Nicky, his tunes are quite upbeat and catchy (maybe due to their greater contact with the USA). But anyway, his eyes remind me of Jay Chou's. All-in-all, highly recommended album by me :).

Yoga (James) Lin 林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾

As some people may know, You Jia won the first season of xing guang da dao. He released this album soon after and even though some people don't like his voice or his songs, I think they're both quite unique. His singing style and his singing voice. This album made the list because of the mellow aura that it brings to my playlist. Very good album to listen to when you wanna' just lie down and enjoy the 'now'.


AND THAT, is my list of albums that I think you should listen to. It's not a completely exhausted list, there are certain albums with several good songs that I really really like (even moreso than some of these albums), but me being an accountant, have to adhere to the standards set and these standards say 'Albums'. Apoligies :).

Btw, this has been the longest blog post ever. Long in terms of time, not length or characters. I've spent almost 3 hours writing this up T_T.